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I had so much fun this weekend. Dir en grey show last night and today's lolita meet up. I tried to ice skate for the first time ever. I was such a wuss about it! Miakoda helped me, Angel helped me, and Patrina helped me and forced me to let go of the railing. I gave up after going around three times, but at least I got on the ice and made a ass out of myself. But yeah it was fun just hanging out and stuff. It was weird to be bombarded with all those photography students. What i found funny was some lady who came up to us and asked what was going on and when Kelsey told her it was documentary that was being filmed she was like 'Oh yeah.' like she didn't believe her.

Afterward Angel, Aria, Dorothy, Katy and I went to sweetiepie and had dinner and dessert there. As well as some very strange and lol worthy conversations. We were seated in the back room which had all of these ponies and shit painted on the wall and storm troopers too. Some random guy walked in the room and we just stopped talking and looked at him. Poor guy was probably freaked out by that.

But yes I enjoyed myself too much this weekend. Which kinda makes it worth to work a whole four days straight.

My love for Dir en Grey will never die. I never get tired of seeing them live. Toshiya was a wild card tonight and I loved it. The show was just great. I'm so glad they did Red Soil, Vinushka and Ugly. Autumn got Kaoru's guitar pick cause she happen to step on it.

The opening band was okay. I liked the second song they did. I kinda face palmed when the vocalist said 'Watashi wa ninja! That was Dir en Grey!' Really man? Your a ninja. *sigh* Singer sounded and looked like Gerard Way wannabe, Bass player [who was fucking good] looked like a sober Amy Winehouse, guitarist looked like an accountant [but his cartwheel with the guitar on him was awesome.] and the drummer was just some brollic guy.

In the end of night, I had a great time with great people. Btw Dorothy just far off into the crowd did you get? Steph said when she went back to the seats you guys were close to the front.

Egzona chased a he/she that tried to steal something from the store today. She was having lunch with Jeanette in the office and they see someone acting mad shady in the camera and then this lady/guy in drag/I dunno anymore take a tote from our store under some table and starts walking out of the store. So I'm ringing someone up so i did not notice this person doing this. Plus i was on second register so there was no way I could see them grabbing the bag. Out of nowhere see Egzona walking really fast looking pissed off going 'Excuse me miss come back here.' And she speeds walk out of the store after this person and then Louisa is like 'oh shit' and walks out as well and then Jeanette is casually walking out as well. I'm just like O_o okay wtf happened now? So finally Egzona comes back with a white tote and a ugly lime green coat and jeans. She chased this bitch till she dropped the bag and ran off. I repeat, Egzona followed a male/female/we are so not sure of the gender anymore out of the store down the street to get the stolen merchandise back. And now she is like 'why the hell did I do this???' it was kinda pointless cause Jeanette did not want to report the incident. But yeah later on the manager from the warehouse a few stores down comes into our store with a hanger in his hand and walks up to some Russian guy all calm and shit and goes to the guy 'I believe that coat you have on goes on this hanger. Please come with me.' Yo this guy followed the thief from his store to ours.

In me news, I want to dye my hair. I'm so not use to sticking to one hair color for a good while. I'm thinking about doing a golden brown or light brown type of color. Though i told myself i would never have brown hair cause I think it wouldn't look good on me. But like with my job i can't exactly dye it to one of my crazy colors that i would normally try to dye my hair to. i just feel the need to do something different with my hair cause I kept it the same for so long. I regret keeping it short for so long. I usually never keep it short for this long. If I didn't keep trimming it during the spring and summer it would have been long again. I miss my long hair! WHY DID I KEEP CUTTING IT?!?! Long hair + winter = warm ears and neck. Short hair + winter = NO! Plus there is so little I can do with styling it.

I'm planning on going to the hair salon tomorrow to get my hair done cause I fail at being a female and can not do my own hair. I might as well get my real bangs back, I'm tired of my side bangs. Well in reality I'm tired of looking like a sceney cause of my taste in eye glasses, clothes and side bangs. It's not my fault they copied my look. Where the hell did I keep my hair rollers that I use on my bangs all nice and perfect while i sleep?

I might go to Saint Mark's for a millisecond after getting my hair done just to waste some time.

Dude, Reita's appearance for Snaked Lows second collaboration is just killing me. I take back every insulting thing I have said about this man's appearance just so I don't have to see that Johnny Bravo mess. Oh lord its terrible. That hairstyle that Reita himself called a duck ass, those fugly ass tiny sunglasses, everything about that is just ugh. WTF?! Really man just stick to the jizzed up looking hairstyle and noseband retardation. That works fine for me. I'm just glad that look was only for the collaboration poster.

No I'm not putting a picture of it on my journal cause its just that bad to look at. Bleh.

Duuuuude today was so damn boring. Like there was nothing to do at work. Yo I can't even considered anything I did today at work actual work. I mean yeah I did my cashier thing whenever there was a person around that Egzona couldn't get to, or when I wasn't giving out candy and just standing there. I made a Halloween mix cd that we played all day. Lol had a remix to the dungeon theme from the original Legend of Zelda and the little ghost house from Super Mario World. And yes I started the cd off with This is Halloween. I made egzona wear my turquoise hair extensions and some light up devil horns that I had from last year. she really like the hair extensions and so did everyone else. People really liked my costume. Though at lot of people said it really suited me. One costumer was like 'oh are you a village person?'

But no really it was fucking boring and long and that's with the fact that we closed early. After work we went to Belky's house and damn she really went all out with decorating her apartment for the party. When we got there Jeanette was there helping her finish decorating while Belky's was finishing the food for the party. Egzona tried to drink beer which she learned she does not like the taste of. That or Coors Light really sucks cause I tasted it and my gay stars that shit is nasty and has like no taste. We ended up leaving before the party started cause we couldn't get home late. But we didn't leave until we finally saw Belky's with her hair down.

I'm so glad I'm going to the meet tomorrow cause I can totally use a pick me up from such a lame day. these past days have been so boring for me. Also I got to recite The Church of Rukius Christ of Latter Day Visula Kei thing for sakuya_baby . So like one of you people got to help me with that.

So like I figured I just go ahead and attend the Disney meet for this weekend. I mean Halloween will be uber gay for me this year. I'll be at work and I told my boss that I'll go to her party after work even just for a little while. But I rather be out with my friends and shit. But really its like the mass majority of them won't be able to go out anyway so boo. And then there's my parents worrying about my ass being out on Halloween. I'm just going to go to work in my costume for the sake of dressing up. And as for the meet I won't be doing Scar Lolita cause I just couldn't find the right top in time. Like really a brown top is fucking impossible to find. Also I'll probably only be at the meet for a short while. I'm not really feeling up for anything. If I leave too early I'll just dilly daddle around Saint Marks for a tiny bit and go home.

On a work related note, I'm going to make a cd to play just for Halloween for me and Egzona's amusement. Filled with instrumental Malice Mizer songs, goth bands and such. You know just to give it a holiday feel. And for me to not be so mopey about having to work on Halloween a second year in a row. But at least last year I got to go to the parade and a bar with my eldest brother and that cradle robbing girlfriend of his. I wish I could go out for reals one night on Halloween. Now excuse me I'm going to get all emo for once and eat a cheese burger while doing so.

I got my heat back today. And I just took my nice warm midnight bath that probably took all the hot water the boiler had to offer for the night. Dude my bathroom was over steamed but I did not give a fuck I have been taking cold ass shower all summer long. Shit it came to a point that I just stood there scrubbed my body with soap as fast as I could and jump in the cold water to rinse off. my muscles really needed the warm water to hit them. Omg I feel so damn good. I'm just all mellow and shit. Eating my noodles, drinking my orange juice sitting my ass down all nice and toasty. (=ﾟωﾟ=) Though my hair got a bit wet, shower cap did not do its job. Oh well its tamable. I'll just iron it tomorrow morning. I'm feeling too mellow to give a damn.

I sorta did a very bad thing the past two days. i went on a eating frenzy. Omg I feel so bad for eating so much! I became a little food monster. But once again tomorrow I'll do my whole fruit cup and granola bar lunch thing again. I've been thinking about joining the gym again but i hate working out alone. i think Autumn and Rabia still have their Lucille Roberts membership working so I guess I'll just renew mines and start going on days off, and see which one of them I'll drag with me to the gym. if not I'll be that crazy bitch in the corner on the cycle and epidurals with the ipod. plus the steam rooms are just bliss. Oi I hope it won't fuck up my hair. I pay people to make it look this nice. Anyone who knows me very well personally knows that I can not do my own hair for anything.

Another thing I did that was bad was that I plan to splurge this thursday night on bodyline stuff. Zero shipping how can i refuse that?! i already got my cart set on $81 so that when i get home from work after cashing my check and refilling my prepaid card I'll just hit pay on the good ol' paypal. Then next thursday I'll get the heart buckle shoes in black, cause I'm buying the white ones this week. Like i said $0 for shipping how can I say no. This is the crap I'm buying cause I'm a cheap mofo.

I know this will be a bit tight on me but I'll use the sleep in it method to stretch it out.

Omg whats this, a sweet print?! I like it cause its blue and I figured if i will have a sweet print its gotta be blue. Please note this does might be my only full on sweet outfit.

And now for the shoes! I'm getting the white heart buckle shoes! And then I'll get the black versions the next week, so i won't be completely broke. Or not.

I'm so excited to get this whole outfit put together. And I'll wear it whenever the hell Megan gets her ass back here. You better be reading this! See I'm getting a outfit ready just for you and it won't have anything black sneak its way into it. I'm going to wear this cute Forever 21 soft cutsew that for some reason i can't find on the site but I bet its right in face under the cardi. Speaking of Forever 21 I got myself this while I was at Union Square yesterday cause I was going to Forbidden planet to buy Gay's Anatomy. Sadly the manga was not there but at least I got a nice sweater out of the trip, which i wore to work today. I was going to buy this too but i couldn't make up my mind in which color I wanted it in. And I must have this Courtney Love tank from them!

Brb loling forever at title. Yes I am going to buy it one day.

So I finally got my internet back today and I am so happy. Though I was not happy to see how overstuffed my inbox was. And now I have a ton of catching up to do online. There goes my day. So yeah here is a quick recap of shit that has been going on on my plain little life.

9/27/09: Went to that NYAF concert. Had loads of fun, meet up with Aria, Dorothy, and Katy and walked to Webster hall. Meet up with the others there. The first band that performed was Gelatine and I LUUUUUUURVE them. Omg my hands feel weird typing I'm getting rusty oh noes. But yeah Seiko is an amazing performer. I can't wait for their next NYC show. Some incident between me and a whale of a weeabo went down over a guitar pick from the guitarist of Echostream or something. swinging Popsicle was okay not my cup of tea but they were okay. Kokusyoku Sumire was completely adorable! After the show me and Dorothy went to eat and then headed home. My dad ended up picking me up from the train station in our rape van looking van. It was also my first time wearing my dream dress!

Then it was just work work work. And then what was this Dir en Grey announced when their next show was being held. Autumn went and got our tickets so I have to pay her back for that. I can't wait for that! Same week I was told that Tokyo Rebel was opening something else that I got excited over! I also got my reservation of Kingdom Hearts 358/2 Days. Playing that shit like no ones business. I found out when Miyavi will be playing here in nyc and sadly I can't go cause I have work on Wednesdays. Boo. Oh well part of me was terrified of dealing with the crazy Miyavi fangirls.

Saturday I went to the Tokyo Rebel opening. I for one was satisfied with the outcome of how they were. I went with no expectations of anything big or small. i just wanted to check out their stuff and I'm happy to find shit that I like. I got myself a Sex Pot Revenge tote and top. The owners were friendly and I hope they get more business. They didn't have that much stuff yet but then again they just opened the store and they were getting shipments in cause they got a box of stuff while i was there with the others in the early afternoon. I'm just waiting for them to get some shoes in! After that we went to that Pho place in Saint Marks and that soup was so yummy. I keep forgetting how much I like rice noodles. Then we made our way back to Tokyo Rebel cause Amber and kat did not get to go and while we were there was asked the owners a few questions about ordering stuff and such. Outside some lady came out of a cafe and wanted us to say a few things for her vlog. She seemed nice. then we made a unnecessary walk to 1 Ave to get on the L to the 6 to the 7. When we could have just walked to either Astors Place or Union Square to the 6 to the 7. No really it was fucking pointless. Then came purikura. It was my first time doing it and I had so much fun. I love the pictures you guys! We need to do that again.

Also Facebook is being a dick with letting me upload photos so it may take a while to upload pictures I took of you guys. On another note I was cleaning up my room a bit. Yes thats right I was actually cleaning the mess that is my room. You can now see I have a floor. Anyway i was cleaning up and I realized that I may have a bit way more yaoi than I thought. The pile is huge. I can make a huge profit if I sell them all cause all of my mangas are in like new condition. I can pay off my debt with all of that cash I bet. Well maybe not but i can have a couple of bucks in my pocket and shit. But I'm not ready to part with them. it's the only otaku thing about myself that I really have left. Plus my mom is like how maybe one day one of the many ones that i own may be a rare gem in the future.