Sorry people semi friends only. Comment to be added. It's not like your really missing anything THAT amazing.

Credit goes out to abthitine for banner.

i should really get to finishing that live report of the Vamps show for bitchplzjrock . I'm too much of a lazy fuck right now. Dude its not my fault. I'm too tired to even type this shit out. Here's why.

Saturday: I was high off of Hyde and Ju-kens awesomeness.
Sunday: Got pissed that i went all the way to my old neighborhood to get my hair done only not being able to do so. i walked out in the hot sun for no reason. And my body aches and ended up going to my aunts place in Brooklyn to be bored out of my mind.
Monday: Work from 11am to 7pm. Only register opened. How lovely.
Today: Work from 12pm to 7 pm. I was suppose to come in at 1 but they asked for me to come in an hour early cause I am once again the only register open. Tagged shit all day long.
Tomorrow: Meet with saitou_null then go to work from 1pm to 7pm. And be the only cashier once again. FUCK YOU INVENTORY WEEK!! Most likely tagging more shit and putting things in order by dsg code. AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!
Thursday: work from 12 to 7 again. Get my check.  Only cashier.....I sense a pattern here.
Friday: My only day off. Go get my hair done, write that fucking live report, maybe Bruno[?] return skirt to Rainbows, use that money for a dress I saw at Marshalls [Ross to those of you in Florida.] Maybe get around to listening to Dim seeing as how I had it in my computer for a few good days and have not listened to it at all, maybe its the Hyde high. Be fucking tired as hell while doing all of that.
Saturday: Open the damn store, which means work from 10:30 am to 7pm. ONLY CASHIER ON A BUSY ASS DAY. Blow me, man.
Sunday: Work from 12 pm to 5pm only cashier once again unless Egzona comes in. but she will be doing whatever damages we have left.

I pretty much made the 40 hours limit that i can have at work. This shit is retarded. My feet are already hurting. I demand three days off next week, I don't care how little my pay check looks cause of it. BTW don't try to contact me, I'll contact you. Cause most likely I'll be too tired to talk to anyone, even listen to you.

I can die happy knowing that he looked at me and I got to see him live. I have a rose petal from him. I'm keeping it forever.

I got home from the Vamps live half an hour ago. i took a nice cold shower and I'm currently wearing my Vamps shirt. I have to clean my wristband cause its soaked in sweat. Omg the show was amazing! I have never been so happy at a concert. He was right there in front of me. Hyde, the object of my affection for the past five years was right in front of me. I nearly did cry. I was so excited and happy to finally be given a chance to see him in person. He's not that short. He was so handsome. I totally have Stephanie to thank for helping me get my ass literally to the front. I was like right behind this fat girl on the railing. I lost my mind at the show. I was yelling, singing every damn song, dancing, blowing kisses [he blew one back, at least I hope it was at me. it was my direction.] threw a hair clip at him. I was completely drenched in sweat by the end but i did not give a damn. Five years of dreaming, hoping, fantasizing, all for it to come true. Words can not explain how I feel. those of you who really know me, know that I have a obsession with this motherfucker. so its no surprise I went completely batshit.

OH! They did a cover of Trouble by Shampoo! It was fantastic. They mostly did songs from Vamps, and Faith. There were a few songs from 666. If they performed Shallow Sleep I would have came right there. I was so happy that they did Redrum, I love that song! Dude, the bassist Ju-ken is made of flippin win! That man is just great. Whenever I was not looking at Hyde [which i was for 99% of the show] I was looking at him. I totally ignored Kaz. I only looked at him when he came to my side. But yeah Ju-ken really got the audience pumped with his wild stage presence and it was so cool when he acted like a broken robot during the performance of Dolly.

Seriously I'm so happy that I just got in a tiny tift with my mom about a gift I got her last year and i totally was like 'It's all good!' See how much of a fucking good mood I am in just cause i saw this guy.

I swear the creator of secret number 13 on jrocksecret this week is full of shit. Even if everyone in the band are assholes,I don't care cause I'm still going to fangirl and listen to their music. And really this is just some stupid fangirl shit cause i find it odd that he/she goes 'well only Uruha is okay' yeah he is okay cause hes your favorite. Kinda like me going 'well everyone in the band has a STD, but no Reita he's a saint.' see how stupid that sounds? Watch there be a secret in the next post replying to that and going 'I DID IT FOR THE LULZ!' Kinda like how I did with that fake crazy 12 year old reita secret.

And if that KFC McDonald's story is true then LMFAO! I mean huge dick move on them but totally funny in my opinion. But yeah I feel like that secret was made to start wank. Cause really I highly doubt they know the band that well. And yeah so what if they are fucking groupies every night after a show? they want herpes let them have it. They're grown men and probably already know they have a high chance of getting something. And the groupies know this shit too. Its a win/win and lose/lose situation for both parties.


Now excuse me, I have to go and continue to be a TOTAL slut for liking this band.

Since I have been a horrible mod at bitchplzjrock I figured i should just write a non-fangirling version of the concert report for the vamps show. But the fangirling version will be here on my journal. Plus I'm going to be there hella early, i might as well do some writing or something while there.

I want it so baaaad!! If anyone at any point sees this Baby jsk  in blue while browsing shit please tell me. I beg of you. If you see somebody who seems like someone i can con or jump to get please tell me. if your gonna buy it for yourself i totally get why you won't tell me. But yeah I'm peeved that the website sold out of the blue one.

See what happenes when i don't sleep. I make a random 'I want___' post. I'm going back to hunting for this shit.

Ok so like I was talking with Katy about dressdragn post about how she felt butthurt that comtesse_de_lis isn't going to let her take pictures for the gothic meet. Christina was not being rude to her when she told her no and Ann had to get all butthurt about it and rant about how her impact on the NY Lolita group is gone. Excuse me? What impact is she talking about? What really irked me was how she is like how she one of the few original lolitas left. Bitch, what the flying fuck? Her ego needs to get in check. She is pretty much being stupid about this whole thing and it really annoyed me. And then she can't properly reply to Amber when she made a comment. All she could reply with was a way of saying she was being childish.

Anna, there is a damn reason why your so called 'impact' is gone or faded as you claim. You don't really go to meet ups, we barely know you. We barely get a chance to know you, and you want us to be like 'OH HEY GIRL WHATS UP?!' Thats why we don't know who the hell you are. Show yourself, introduce yourself as a person and then we'll be like 'Yeah, how you been buddy?' not to mention how about being active in comms again? you pretty much been gone and yet you want us to know your name. i didn't even remember that i spoke to you at the Liberty island meet till i was showing ym parents the NY times article online and saw that you were there. And then it hit me, I spoke to you for a second and did not see you after the photo shoot. So much for getting to know people, huh?

I don't care if anyone thinks I'm being a bitch for writing this but really who the hell does she think she is? Shes not a rock star, so why is she so surprised and upset that someone does not know her or wants her to take photos for a meet. People will reject you eventually get over it. And get off your high horse while your at it.

I want to go out shopping in loli on friday. I don't fucking care where. Anyone wants to tag along with me, before I decide to just go pick up my check and head back home and play games?

Random shit is random. I should go back to playing games.

YEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSS!!! NO MORE HEROS 2: DESPERATE STRUGGLE TRAILER!! FUCK YES!! I CAN'T WAIT FOR THAT GAME TO COME OUT! CAPLOCKS!



As I must get The Beatles: Rock band

Air & Space meet was fucking epic! It was totally great, I had loads of fun. What I didn't like was getting to the museum late cause none of knew that the B does not run on the weekends. We had our breakfast/brunch at the museum and then we split up in two groups. Those who were going to the EXTREME mammals exhibit, and those of us who chilled elsewhere. After that we went to kinos for the photo shoot. Something weird happen to me at kinos. While I was coming up the stairs with Katy this guy Andy who worked with me at Ricky's wanted to take a photo of us. The thing is I think he didn't recognize me, which is funny cause he is always going on about how we have to hang out one day, whenever I speak to him on aim. Oh well, he can't say I'm a bitch for ignoring his ass. I know he has a friend who is a lolita cause he mentioned it before, I just didn't think he would be there. There was this one girl/woman couldn't really tell age, who had a really bad tan. Her face was pretty much red and stuff. Simply's ass was there. Though I didn't see two face. So after picture taking at kinos we headed to the Intrepid. On our way some guy was heckling us but nancy pretty much put him in his place. We rick rolled pretty much everyone in the street.

Some of us [ie: me and Dorothy] walked barefoot for a while cause we couldn't stand our shoes anymore. Ok there was one lady at the Intrepid that kinda irked me. She asked why were were dressed up for, and I told her that usually dress like this and shes goes 'oh I know you don't.' and I'm like 'well I do' Which is not a damn lie. everyone who knows me, knows that I go to work in lolita, as well as for when i hang out with my friends. So bitch don't be so rude and tell me you know how I dress on a normal basis. After outfit shots and more lounging around we went to have dinner. my highlight of dinner was all of us going crazy about the hockey fight on tv. God we were more wild than frat boys. So we win. After that we split up to those who were going to the moives and those who were going home. I almost yelled at Dorothy cause I thought she was some random lady who was yelling at us.

Today at work the most epic thing happened. Jeanette the youngest of the three managers caught a couple stealing a shit load of clothes from the store. Dude me and Egzona were ringing customers up and then out of nowhere I see Jeannette running towards some guy and yells 'Your not leaving with that bag!' and this lady goes 'Oh for shame a theif!.' and Jennette just goes 'You're a liar you were with him too. I don't ever want to see you in my store again!' Okay, she scares the fuck out of me when shes angry. But turns out they were trying to steal like $300+ worths of merchandise and shit. And they were regular customers which means they totally pulled this shit before. I know for a factt hat we are always getting robbed from right under our noses, but I'm glad she caught them this time. but damn it was everyones highlight of that day. Even the customers were like 'what the hell happened?'

Anyway I made some crappy macros with two pictures I took on my phone. One of Yanise and one of Nancy.



My feet still kinda hurt.